Meri suddenly felt the
extraordinary feeling on her skin, in her mind, in her internal and
external connections, in her memories, in the sudden changes of the
random flows of information, but particularly in the increase of
Kara's image she noticed and witnessed in her existence. There was a
peculiar movement in all activities. There was a rush to complete
some levels quickly. The quantity of the active members in the system
were increasing exponentially.
"This is a war,"
whispered Meri. "This is the final war. They are organizing to
perform their final attack. If we can't find a way to create our
defend front quickly, there will be no tomorrow. This is Kara's last
move to win the game using everything she had built until now."
She felt a deep sorrow in
her mind, she felt the fear of losing the life game at all points on
her skin, she tried not to think of Met and that she could probably
lose him forever after the final struggle, she did everything to
concentrate on the attack and use everything she had learned about
the universe and about Kara's system to protect the lives of billions
believing in organic life. She could not be successful. She knew, she
was sure that the only choice for protecting The Mind System was
entering temporarily The Skin System, but it was not easy to make
that decision. It was a great responsibility, a wrong move would
destroy their future.
Meri looked at Met. She
expected him to come back to the real world with all his memories and
help him. She hoped him at least to support her with encouraging
moves and words, hugs and kisses. The look on Met's face was really
rosy. It was possible to see all the positive lights coming from the
history of the humankind in Met's eyes. Knowing that she could never
see Met again if Kara would win the game was taking all her energy
from Meri's existence.
"I can't continue
with all these in my mind," thought Meri. "I must be with
Met now. I must have him in me. He must be with me in my final
struggle, even he is not conscious about what he is living and what
is being lived."
She looked in Met's
beautiful eyes who was looking with the innocence of a child. She
kissed his lips expecting a conscious response, but she did not wait
for the responses and continued in her own way. Time was very
limited. In fact, she could better have entered the Skin System as
soon as she had noticed the signs of the final attack. She tried to
convince herself that the minutes she would spend with Met just
before joining the war would be a kind of preparation action to
increase her strength and resistance levels to maximum. She was also
not sure that she would find a way to put off Met's Skin after once
she had it on. The idea of being locked in a skin forever was shaking
all her sensitive points and making her weakness as if she had lost
all her power. She was now confident that she had to be with Met
before challenging Kara. She had to go Kara together with Met's
goodness. It was not easy to win the game against Kara without the
supports of both Oria and Met, and Meri was not sure about the levels
of help she could receive from any of them. "I must trust in
myself and the members of the Mind System. They all know how critical
is our position, they will do all they can to help us."
Meri looked at Met and
thought the first connection she had with him. The closeness of that
session was sufficient to show Meri how right they were. They had
found the meanings of their lives during a very short period, while
they were communicating remotely with each other. It was a valuable
intersection of time and space created remotely in their universes,
it was not less than a direct interference of a skin to skin contact.
They had felt the meanings of their organic bodies in the triggers of
stimulation coming from each other's minds. Met was then trapped in a
skin within Kara's Skin System, and difficult days had begun for
Meri. She was finally successful to rescue Met from Kara, but the
peace in their new life had not lasted long. After a wonderful period
with perfect match of thoughts, feelings, and organic skins; Met had
tried a new version of the memory module and everything was lost.
Meri had never been able to understand why Met had made that
unnecessary upgrade. She was suspecting that a devil designed and
created by Kara could have been sent in some way to mislead Met. Meri
had missed Met too much after the loss of his memory. The only way to
continue her life had become remembering the short slices of life
they had lived together with Met. She was also designing and adding
new memories to her mind to make her experience richer. She would
love to remember and live those memories again together with Met
after he came back.
Meri got closer to Met and
put her hands on his face. She kissed his lips again and moved his
hands down to his shoulders and his arms. Met was waiting with the
innocence of a child being happy for being loved. Meri looked at him
expecting to see signs of stimulation and remembering but saw
nothing. She would give up in case she was not at such a critical
position. Knowing that this could be her last chance to be connected
with Met in time and space axes, she forced herself to try again
several times. She tried to remember the most sensitive points of Met
and the movements he responded in the best way. She used her hands
and lips carefully moving on Met's skin. The taste and touch of a
natural skin were wonderful, and Met's skin was the best meaning Meri
could have found in all her life. She was feeling on his natural skin
goodness, pleasure, lust, finiteness, value, meaning, and all the
concepts she had found, learned, and witnessed. "An artificial
skin can never do this," she thought and moved her actions on
his lower points. She caressed his chest, his hips, and his legs. She
moved her hands to the upper parts of his legs starting from his
knees. Met had always loved that. Meri looked at his face expecting
to see a response. There was nothing particular. She continued. She
arranged the positions of her head and body to reach the best
contacts. She also changed Met's location and shape hoping him to
respond better. After she prepared the scene, she tried to play the
best game she had ever played. She expected it not to be the last
game.
It was not as good as Meri
expected but she did her best. After a while, she understood that the
time was over and now she had to go. She tried to record every detail
she had lived with Met in her memory, to remember forever. She was
very happy to discover new types of connections between them within
those several minutes. "The natural contact is the meaning of
life," she thought. "It makes us as happy as the moments
when we feel that we understand the universe." Met was now fresh
and everywhere in her mind, at her skin, at every point of Meri's
existence. Meri had touched every point on Met's own skin. They were
together at a certain point of the space and time, they had lived
that intersection together, Meri had loved the peak point at that
moment. She was not sure how much Met was conscious about their
existence. His eyes and face were happy, his body was relaxed and
refreshed, he had told several beautiful words to Meri with wonderful
tones, his skin had responded to some of Meri's actions, Meri had
felt some of those moments with top pleasure, but she was still not
sure that the experience was coming from Met's own memory.
Meri suddenly felt Oria's
voice. "Meri, we are losing, come here, help me." Was this
a good sign or a trick of Kara to force Meri for joining the game
earlier before building the strategy and preparing the first level
tactical plans? It was not possible to read the hidden tones in the
voice of Oria generated digitally by his artificial skin. Meri had
noticed some slight quavers, but these could also have been generated
by the reality modules of the artificial intelligence system. Kara
were carefully hiding the success levels achieved in different
modules. The Mind System had spent great resources and long times to
learn the features of Kara's reality modules. It was the last scene
of the game, Meri had no choice other than joining the game.
"Wait for me Oria,"
she said. "I am coming, I am with you and I will always be with
you."
With a sudden move, she
took Met's Skin and applied the putting on procedure she had been
carefully working on for months. She was now a part of Kara's Skin
System.
Meri knew that she had
very little time for finding Oria and initiating her actions she will
perform to win the game. It was not much difficult to find out that
Oria was together with Kara at her central location. It would be
wonderful to win the game again by turning off the main power once
more, but Meri was sure that almost all the security gaps had been
worked carefully and remedied by Kara and her scientech teams. Meri
had never been able to estimate the number of these teams and the
population of the skinners included in these teams. The teams had
been based on the previous teams of scientific research and
technological application. Scientech teams were one of the most
creative inventions of Bakara, and they had helped him a lot for
winning the game against Anmeri. They were agile and virtual teams
formed with real people from different locations and times. The
artificial intelligence base at Bakara's times was primitive, Anmeri
was easily responding to them with the specific superiorities of the
human mind. But it was now not possible to find any consistent
superiority in human minds. Any new idea created in any organic mind
were easily and immediately sensed by The Skin Sytem and copied
internally in their system to implement and initiate new methods of
control. Both sides were trying to improve their security levels, but
Bakara's Skin System was always in front of Anmeri's Mind System.
Since they had the main power required to control matter, they were
always limiting natural sources available to organic members of The
Mind System. It was not possible to live safely in The Universe,
without having the power of controlling matter. This had been
discussed a lot between Bakara and Anmeri. Anmeri had done her best
to create a new form of life based on energy only, without a need for
matter form. After long and hard efforts, she had given up. She had
thought "Why should we need new forms of life instead of living
our organic lives already existing in the nature and in The
Universe?" she had asked. She had concluded that creating a mind
system based on energy was not better than a skin system controlling
matter. They would all create limits and borders, they would distort
organic life, they would reduce the value of the natural life."
There would be no mind system in case Bakara had not insisted on a
skin system. But he had already made his choice. So the war had begun
and continued at different ways and levels. Now Meri was in the last
battle between minders and skinners. She was strongly sensing that
the party gaining and using the support of Oria would win the game.
Meri had not expected Oria
to be so much happy when she saw her again. He ran towards her, knelt
and kissed her hands. "Meri," he whispered. "I missed
you so much, I missed our normal life. I missed life." Meri
caressed his hair. "Oria," she said. "Life is
difficult, I wish you were strong enough to survive better with and
within your own skin. I wish you could use all the power of your
mind."
Oria looked at deeply in
Meri's eyes. There was an infinite sorrow and regret in his looks. He
placed his head between Meri's legs, wrapped his arms around her
waist and placed his hands on her hips, he moaned with a pleasure in
his voice. "Oh Meri, Meri, Meri. Oh Meri, I missed you too much,
I was not able to exist without you. Kara is now in her final attack.
What will we do now?"
Meri did not know the
answer of the question, but she replied confidently and calmly. It
was the only choice to survive.
"We will penetrate in
her system and we will win. We are life. She is death. We are all,
she is none. She does not exist. Kara does not exist. There are only
intelligent traces left by Bakara and Kara."
"How?"
Meri did not answer
immediately. Oria was successful at asking creative and powerful
questions at critical points, like all the members of Anmeri's
system. In Kara's system, however, there were not questions. Asking
questions was not allowed and askers were punished in case they had
asked the question without taking prior authorization from Kara
before asking.
"We will access the
minds of the skinners. I am sure they will choose life."
This was not the answer of
the question Oria had asked, and Meri already knew that. However, the
technical answer of the question were complex, and mentioning about
those details would not make Oria feel better. Oria looked in Meri's
eyes hoping to find a real answer.
"I also know that
they will choose life when they are allowed to make their own
decisions with their free wills, but how will we do that? How will we
remove the black effects of their artificial skins?"
Meri waited for a while.
The message she would transfer with her words, her eyes, her hands,
her skin, her body, her mind; the message she would transfer with all
the details of her existence was critical. It would make Oria either
believe in Meri and the future, or to see the impossibility of
defeating Kara's system. Meri had to tell the best story she had been
able to create in her life.
"My darling, Oria,"
she whispered. "I wish we had been living together at our home,
and had never faced all those terrible memories. It was not our
choice, it was not fate, it was also not a decision made by Kara.
Life is a universal sum of individual actions and responses. Despite
everything I had learned, I know that the parts I know are still only
a very small part of the total. I tried to do my best to see and do
what I can. I know and I am sure you also did the same. We are here
now at a decision moment that will define the ways where we will go
after. I trust life, I trust myself, I trust Met."
Meri noticed the change in
Oria's face. It was a complicated feeling between a pleasure and
sorrow, a respect and doubt, a love and hatred, a hope and despair,
life and death. She had intentionally mentioned Met's name. Met and
Meri together with Oria would represent almost all of the Skinners
and Minders. They would be the meaning of life for everybody. Met and
Meri had already accessed and reached many minds in The Skin System,
but they still had to access new and different minds for the final
victory. They had no means for directly accessing to them, the only
solution was winning Oria and completing the access cycle with Oria's
support. Meri thought if there could be any additional word to be
told for convincing Oria, there were were not. She increased her skin
contact with Oria to maximum pleasure level and whispered. "Oria,
my love, I wish you can remember our wonderful moments, I wish you
know and never forget how I enjoyed all the days we lived together, I
wish you give a chance for also others to live a natural life, with
natural and real humans, without being locked in a dead skin."
She tried to affect Oria to feel and remember the positive feelings
he had lived in the past. She kissed him and guided him to kiss her.
She touched him and made him touch her. She tried to increase the
moist heat hidden in her body and tried to make Oria see and feel it
and live the same. Oria was too tired, too broken. His natural part
had been almost lost. However, he was remembering the value of nature
and his natural body, his natural skin, and his natural actions.
There was a deep sorrow in his face.
"I wish I could live
all those again," he said. "I wish others can live them
again. I don't have a child and I can never have one. I do wish you
and Met to have a child who will live in a peaceful and equal world,
with wisdom and pleasure."
Meri did not lose time to
dry her tears, she instantly accessed Oria's connections. She was
aware that they had very little time near the decisive point to win
the game. Meri diversely initiated the communication modules for
discussions with skinners. She tried to locate skinners with organic
skills of communication. It was not encouraging at the beginning, but
the number of her friends started to increase stably after a while.
Meri started determining communicators to initiate new discussions
and observed their discussions carefully. She tried to change them.
When there were people tending to change, she tried to control their
actions and keep them silent for not being immediately located by
Kara's monitoring system. After a while, she was able to determine
leaders. She gave online fast trainings to all communicators and
leaders. She emphasized the power of interchangeability and the
importance of replace abilities of communicators and leaders with
each other. She sent trial tasks and applied scenarios to test the
performance of the new teams. When she was confident on the
competence of the leaders and communication teams, the time for
pushing the button to play the last game had come. The inevitably
weak point of the plan was being noticed by Kara's System at an early
point of propagation, but this was a challenge that should be faced.
An early detection could force Meri to encounter a struggle with Kara
before she became completely ready, but she had to accept that risk.
It was not possible to live without taking risks.

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