Meri was now feeling the
perfectness of all the touches between Kara, Oria, Met and her. It
was an entirely different experience. It was more than everything she
had lived with every person in her life and she had witnessed from
every source she could find in the history. It was an actual, real
reflection of life on her skin. It was not only an ordinary behavior
of the four special figures from the infinite vastness of space and
time. It was a new way, new form of life. Meri was not able to
understand the strength of the boundaries formed by this four. The
Symphony of The Big Quartette was far more from their personal
experiences. It included enriched reflections not only from Met,
Meri, Oria and Kara; but also the most perfect touches coming from
Bakara and Anmeri, Met's mother, Meri's father, and Oria's variable
mothers and fathers. The Big Quartet was now in a very special region
defined by special portions of space and special sequences of
moments. The region composed by The Big Quartet was containing all
the varieties and extremities of life and of the universe. Nothing
was excluded in The Big Quartet. The touches were telling the stories
of The Universe, of life, of their near and far pasts, the reasons
and meanings of their existences. The sum of their reasons and
meanings was almost completely telling the common story their life
forms existing at the intersection of their time and space lines.
Having this fact commonly in their minds was making them different
and special. They were able to understand the meanings and relations
within and between time, space, and life. More importantly, they were
clearly seeing their personal adventures transparently. The touches
were not only telling the perfectness of their individual life lines
in time and space, but also they were making them live all their life
experiences again and understand the meanings they could find. Each
touch was telling a story retrieved from their memories, defining the
regions in space and periods in time, analyzing the relations of the
piece of memory with other memories recorded in their systems, and
using also the reflections stored in other touches it was showing
them the meanings they could gain from all of them. The perfectness
of all the touches between Kara, Oria, Met and Meri was telling the
final story of the humankind. The Big Quartet was representing the
perfectness all humans could have reached so far. They were now the
key players at the decision moment. They would affect and determine
the decision that will soon be made. Meri was worried and anxious
about their futures and the future of all life forms. A question
appeared in her mind. "Did we do everything we could do to
defend the better future we believe?" She was sure that Bakara
and Anmeri, Met and Kara had done their bests in the limits of their
life lines. She had no doubt that her father and Met's mother had
also delivered all the positive values they could find and create to
Meri and Met. They were not able to see the future they had desired.
Negative values had more power than positive values. They could
easily suppress and terminate their opponents. But it was not a rule
valid permanently and eternally. The rule of infinity was very
simple. It was zero. The sum of all the expansions and contractions,
all the existences and terminations, rises and falls; the sum of all
universal activities would eventually be zero. Time and space lines
were only showing the temporary fluctuations, movements toward and
away from zero. Life forms and the movements of the galaxies in the
universe and even unknown systems outside The Universe would reach
the balance at zero. As many philosophers, scientists, artists and
writers had told throughout the history, the equilibrium point of
life was at non-existence. Life was a wave. All life forms would go
up and down with their specific patterns and frequencies, shapes and
wavelengths. Life forms were waves. Nothing more and nothing less.
They would end after the dynamics behind the life forms complete
their cycles, like storms in the atmospheres and oceans stop when
they do everything they must do. This piece of information was valid,
but meaningless. The discovery of zero had been a big trouble for the
human kind. Zero was numerical representation of death, and one was
life. It was not easy to live knowing that you will die one day.
Knowing that you and all the people in your life will eventually be
zeros. They will never be able to write again life stories using
ones. They will be eternally zero. Life was the art and power of
seeing the meanings behind this zero rule. Understanding the value
zeros gained when united with ones rightly. Being able to be happy
while watching the waves until they decay, placing plates on them and
moving up and down together with them, and while enjoying the moments
trying to solve and understand the dynamics and relations behind
their movements.
Each touch between Kara,
Oria, Met and Meri was a piece of wave pattern. Meri knew that touch
simulation was the most difficult part in designing The Skin System.
Two other difficult parts were smell and taste simulations. The Skin
System scientists, technicians, open source developers, case study
volunteers, and all the members had spent great efforts in developing
a perfect system, whether voluntarily with their own decisions or
automatically after they were included in the system. Although Bakara
and Kara had always told that protecting natural resources and free
wills of organic lives was their first priority, they had frequently
violated their own rules for using resources faster or terminating
active lives of skin members who do not consistenly follow and obey
all their requests and orders. The Mind System had always been
softer, nature and human friendly. Anmeri had never forced a minder
who was willing to be a skinner to stay in their system. She had
never refused to help Bakara to develop a better skin system, as long
as the contribution of Anmeri would not violate her principles and it
would help Bakara to design a more nature friendly system. However,
Bakara had always played to win whatever the consequences and actual
costs would be. The result was a more powerful skin system and more
stable mind system.
Meri was now feeling the
perfectness of all the touches reflecting from all the current
habitants of The Skin and The Mind systems. Meri and Met was the top
two of The Mind, and Kara and Oria were their opponents at the same
level. Touch challenges were low level combat games played with soft
touches rather than hard contacts applied by specific tools designed
in formats from free hands and fists to specific destruction tools
designed for maximum destruction effect. Minders were always
preferring soft type of challenges, and Skinners were choosing harder
games played with extreme tools. Both Minders and Skinners had
developed reliable safety systems for games played internally within
in their member groups, and classification games played between the
top teams of the two systems. All the top teams were using strategies
and tactics developed by Kara and Oria if they are Skinners, and Met
and Meri if they are Minders. Games were generally staying at low
levels with the victory of one or other party, but at the occasions
when the levels had increased fast generating specific and unexpected
scenarios, higher level Skinners and Minders were being included in
the game. The current game Meri was feeling both in her mind and at
her skin through Met's Skin was a top level game. Meri was feeling
Kara's desire to win the final victory playing a perfect game which
would convince everybody on the power and value of The Skin System.
Meri felt the power of
life at all points of her skin and mind. Kara was touching her with
the hands of The Big Quartet. The contact locations were changing.
Intensities and frequencies were fluctuating rapidly, but the
perfectness of the feelings they were delivering was increasing
consistently. Meri was remembering and witnessing all the perfect
touches in her life again. Met was caressing her. Oria was placing
her head between Meri's legs begging for help to find his reason for
existence. Kara was hugging her as a strong protector promising to
give maximum safety and pleasure always, claiming to be the perfect
person who would understand her. The reflections of touches on their
skins were processed in their minds. Kara was trying to convince Meri
that she would never be able to find the level of life pleasure
provided by the skin system in algorithms of the Mind System. Meri
was responding with mind moves targeting the most sensitive points on
Kara's Skin and delivering the impulses directly to her processing
module. Kara was facing difficulties in distinguishing the pulses
coming from her skin and the effects sent by Meri's algorithms. She
was increasing the level of Skin System contact management module.
Meri was responding immediately by activating new algorithms.
Kara, Oria, Met and Meri
were now feeling the perfectness of the touches they had learned and
they could imagine so far. Meri felt a new and specific touch from
Met. It was special. It was Met coming back to life. It was love and
the future. Kara tried to distort their contact sending powerful lust
signals but they were not able to penetrate in the mind connection
between Met and Meri. Their skins were now being bypassed. Kara
ordered Oria to attack with his best memories with Meri and Met. Oria
did not obey and started sharing the perfectness of the experience
between Met and Meri. He was listening to the symphony of touches
between them, and he was surprised to notice that he was not jealous
at all. He was happy to see Met coming back to life and sharing the
happiness of being born again with Meri. Oria was tired of the stress
of Kara, The Skin System, and matter management modules operating at
tight schedules. He was willing to return to the freedom of mind. He
blocked all the requests coming from Kara.
Their minds were
connecting their skins, and their skins were connecting their minds
to each other. They were feeling each other without a need for a skin
or mind system. They had seen and witnessed the perfectness that
could be reached with skin and mind systems. The cost of the
perfectness was the loss of memories. Perfectness was making everyone
and everything equal. All members of the nature should be equal. But
they should be equal with slight differences of their existences, to
live and write their life stories from darkness to light, from light
to darkness, from zero to one, from one to zero. They should forget
darkness and zeros and live with light and ones. They should start
again after each darkness, with new lights and ones. They should
forget zeros. Meri was very happy to notice the consciousness in
Met's eyes. The Skin System would have no meaning and no power as
long as they lived. Meri was feeling her life at all points of her
skin and her mind. There was Oria and Kara, but Met was playing the
best tunes of the final movement. Meri was once more surprised with
the power of life and love. Met was creating a new world in Meri, and
Meri was surrounding Met with new worlds. They were feeling each
other in their minds and skins, with all their existences. It was
life. It was love. It was lust. It was trust. It was fear. It was
confidence. It was suspect. It was trembling. It was uncertainty. It
was being weak. It was being strong. It was being lusty. It was a
gift of The Universe.
Symphony of Touches were
playing the fourth movement. Meri and Met had no regret for knowing
Kara. They were seeing The Big Quartet and all the members of The
Skin and The Mind Systems as equal individuals sharing life at an
intersection of time and space, to find their own futures. It was not
possible to understand the meaning and purpose of life, but it was a
good choice to live the movements in the best way and end the
symphonies with a good last movement. Symphony of Touches were now
playing The Symphony of Love. It was the last period of the symphony.
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