Kara had not intended to
develop a system for managing departures from the skin system, which
would eventually mean leaving the entire chain of dependencies,
meaning leaving the world of interconnections and surprises. What she
really wanted to do was reaching a perfect system for love
management. However, she was not lucky enough on this main meaning of
life, to find and live a love in full depth and perfect harmony.
The period she felt the
most happy and confident was like sunshine just before a storm. She
was very happy for having met Met, she was feeling extremely
confident that she will be with him to live better experiences until
their limits in the eternity. Each time they connect each other, as
soon as they feel the first touch between them; an incredible game of
life was beginning. They were forgetting that they were living, they
were deleting the word death from their dictionaries, they were
feeling that the Universe was now at their disposal to make them
happy.
The nightmare began when
Kara felt Merilia between them at a very special moment. Kara was not
jealous at all, she even did not know the meaning of this word, but
the pain she felt inside was nothing else than her feelings against
Meri. As Met reflected his admiring view of Meri more, Kara was
seeing her more and more as the ugliest product of the nature. In
fact, Meri was a monster in Kara's eyes, even Kara herself would not
be successful enough to design such a creature for one of the virtual
reality modules of the Skin System. Kara remembered the Extreme
Creature 2K. A wide team had worked for a very long period, Kara had
monitored the process closely and intervened several times at
critical steps, and finally a perfect monster of darkness was
successfully created. Now, creature 2K was an angel in Kara's eyes,
at times when she remembered the threatful reflection of Meri.
Love and death were being
used as the opposite sources of light to reflect through the Skin
System. Kara were believing in love. She was confident that as her
system grows, she would find her perfect match, he and Kara would be
the legend of love and harmony, of all times and universes. She had
some difficult periods during her long searches, but she finally
succeeded to find and access Met. She was very happy. Her system was
now at the edge of perfectness. Kara had found her love. Eternity
would be light.
When she started feeling
Meri, Kara was shocked. How could this happen? How could Met betray
her so simply? Forgetting what she had given to him so far,
forgetting the very special moments they had together, how could he
dare thinking of Meri, even at the most unexpected times and places?
Kara thought if she could
find another Met or not. She felt very tired, too tired to start
again. Even if there existed a light of hope somewhere, she had no
power left to plan, design, apply, and activate a new system. She
gave up. She gave up everything. She deleted the entire preliminary
records of the Love Module. There was only one goal left for her. To
implement a managing top system to control all skins, the Death
Module. To include everybody in the Skin System and do not allow the
others not included to live.
Death Management was now
the only meaning of Kara's existent.
Merilia was shocked but
not surprised. She well knew history. She well knew science and art.
She well knew every upper and lower links of the knowledge system.
She well knew the hidden dynamics behind each process of movement and
life. She well knew Kara.
The view was not shiny.
There were too many reasons to be hopeless. There were only one
reason to believe in future.
Life was the only meaning
of life. Merilia remembered Met and others who desperately needed the
protective covering of a mother. She tried to guess Kara's next move
and started thinking on new strategies. She knew she was not alone.
Life was not possible without a mother.
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