Merilia accessed a dark
night with murders from the recent history of humanity. Murderers had
never been humans, but they had always hidden among real humans.
THE NIGHT OF THE SEVEN
GENERALS
It was one of the final
and determinative decision meetings. There were no leaders in the
team with seven members, but Anmeri and Bakara were leading the
discussion with their well selected arguments. Their visible and
hearable, understandable and feelable statements were the most clear
expressions determining the paths of decision matrices and trees. The
seven generals were to make a decision to terminate fifteen other
important faces of their time. With a historical perspective, it was
easy to conclude that the team with fifteen black minded members had
deserved death. However, looking with a contemporary view of flexible
evaluation, Anmeri was rejecting using the tools of the path. Death
could not be punishment since agreed with local consensuses long
before in most parts of the world. According to her, they had to
develop their own and new methods to change the society towards
better futures. They had to limit the effects of black minds, they
had to control them to prevent them from harming others and nature,
even from risking the nature and the universe; but using condemned
methods of the past was not acceptable. Although the arguments had
been forwarded by different members of the teams, the discussion
seemed like a discussion made between Anmeri and Bakara. Anmeri
stated her main argument at the beginning, and Bakara could not
forward a meaningful reply to her clear expression. However, although
the members of the team had been carefully selected to represent the
real diversity of the current population, they were still not free
from prejudgments. Traces of the past were still triggering
prejudgments in the minds according to whom they are and whom they
feel they are. Most of them were not still able to see with the eyes
of the universe. They were still tending to use their ethnic origins,
political, personal and sexual preferences, and they were using their
internal and external rules in their cognitions and interactions as
their main decision guides. It was still very difficult to think with
a common mind seeing beyond local and restricted limits. As the
expression of victory grew on Bakara's face, Anmeri felt more and
more sorry.
"I know these fifteen
creatures are not human and they don't deserve living. However, this
was a result of simple coincidences determined and occurred with
arbitrary actions and unconscience decisions. We must give them a
healing time keeping them under control. They will change and be one
of the contemporary humans soon. They will die when their time
comes."
"You know dying with
natural reasons is not so easy in our age and in our system,"
said Bakara. "It will probably soon become impossible. So we
have to remove seeds which can have harmful aspects as soon as
possible."
Anmeri looked at Bakara
with a deep sorrow in her eyes.
"I can't believe
these are your real thoughts. Don't you see this has nothing
different from the black pages of the history? They had always
destroyed humanity claiming to be protecting it, and you are
defending a massacre in our age."
"It is not a
massacre, it is the termination of fifteen fatal deviations. Can you
calculate the number of children killed by them in the history?"
"I don't want to make
any work to increase my hatred and convince me that I am authorized
to do anything I believe it is right to be done. I know what you mean
much better than you can imagine. I am feeling all the pains of
children, women, men, other identities, flowers, animals, trees,
forests, and the nature had in our dark past. But we must give all
those an end. We can't extinguish fire wire with more gasoline. We
have no other choice other than changing, and allowing others to
change. If we are really willing to have better lives on a better
planet, we have to do that."
Bakara hesitated for a
moment, but replied calmly and confidently in a few seconds, as if he
was making the final and decisive talk of the session.
"I totally agree with
you," he said. "However, I believe that I have to protect
even you from yourself. I know, we are equal, but you are still weak,
you can't dare to terminate other lives. It is too dangerous my dear
Anmeri. You know, I love you very much. You are the meaning of life
for me. I must protect you even from yourself. I can't agree with
your decision. I can't do that. I must not do that to protect our
current population and our children."
It was not the end of the
discussion, but nothing which could change the result occured later.
The night of the seven generals ended with a decision not approved by
Anmeri and two other members. The night of the murders had been
decided by Bakara with the support of three members.
MURDERS OF THE NIGHT
Fifteen faces had been
carefully selected and prosecuted to death. Merilia had no doubt on
the identities of the chosen faces. She was sure that they were the
first fifteen people deserving to be given the highest penalty.
However, it was not possible for her to accept death penalty and any
kind of action made using force. In an age of communication at light
speed, direct polar conflicts and traditional methods of resolution
should have been removed much earlier in the twenty first century.
This had not been possible, it had not been possible to convince
Bakara, the man Anmeri really loved.
"I wonder why I am in
love with this man," thought Anmeri. It was not easy to find an
answer. There were many reasons for Anmeri to love him, but he was
not the only man in the world. "Fate," she whispered and
smiled. It was the main mechanism of life. Coincidences and decisions
were determining the people and their futures. She did not want to
learn the details of the execution process. The fifteen murderers
were grand children of main actors and actresses of critical
massacres in the history. Their ancestors had made terrible things,
and they had followed them making the most terrible acts of their
time. Anmeri would love to find a way to convince herself that Bakara
was right, that everything and life would be beautiful after this
execution. It was not possible to do this. Anmeri could not find a
way to think in a way not approved by her mind. She was also sure
that Bakara was exactly like her on this subject. Their minds had
made different decisions and separated them. Anmeri was very sorry.
She was sure that Bakara was also very sorry, probably more than
Anmeri.
Murders of the night
removed all traces of fifteen harmful seeds from the history, but
they were nothing other than deviated humans. Bakara was believing
that the future would be better after these executions. Anmeri tried
to convince herself that the life could still find ways for better
futures.

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